the aftermath

The emotions continue.  Within the last couple weeks, I thought it would be easier to deal with, but it has not. Just thinking about it brings tears to my eyes. Soon we meet with the doc and I am somewhat hopeful about what we will hear but still difficult to understand. It has been helpful talking with people in whom it has failed the first and then success with the second. I just know we would be great parents and hope that we have the ability to show that. It has been a long 9 months...just wish we had a baby to make it all worth it.